what am i craving?

i used to love food. i loved chopt cobb salad... could eat it everyday for lunch! i loved mik's baked salmon and tinola-like chicken dish... but right now i can't stand any of those. what does my body want? i'm not particularly happy with food right now. it's like i'm craving something but cannot figure it out. sometimes it's obvious to me... sour patch kids, fruits, salt and vinegar chips, pasta or pancakes. but most of the time, i don't know and am unsatisfied with anything i eat. so frustrating!

i need to buy new bras desperately. my boobs have grown a cup bigger (high 5, dragon senior!) and can barely squeeze them into my regular ones. hope they stay this size post breast feeding! :)

we watched 50/50 last night and was surprised i didn't cry. lots of girls had red, puffy eyes when we got out of the theater - i was usually one of them. we also watched the notebook last night and i was worried that my hormones would make me cry like a baby but i was actually fine. woohoo. but we watched hereafter today and i cried. dangit.